Ruth - Satisfied

...being one who can sincerely say, "the LORD is my Shepherd, I shall not want."

But call me Mara - for the Almighty hath dwealt very bitterly with me. (Ruth 1:20)

My heart is wandering away constantly from God, drawn away by lusts and discontentment with God to seek for fulfillment in the world, through internet, games...

...and this joker is trying to find grass on tar road. Zzz.

Watch out for the truck dude. LoL.

O God bring me back to Thyself.

So that I may truly and sincerely say, father, I'm coming home;

But I have sinned against heaven and before thee,

and am no more worthy to be called thy son,

make me as one of thy hired servants.

Study study study.

Tired.

Psalm 90:10b "yet is their strength labour and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away."

Psa 90:15 "Make us glad according to the days wherein Thou hast afflicted us, and the years wherein we have seen evil."

(Isa. 59:14) "Truth is fallen in the street."

At what price or value should Truth be esteemed?

William Tyndale: "I call God to record against the day we shall appear before our Lord Jesus, that I never altered one syllable of God's Word against my conscience, nor would do this day, if all that is in earth, whether it be honor, pleasure, or riches, might be given me."

"Lord! Open the king of England's eyes!" 1536 - Of whom the world was not worthy.

They loved not their lives unto the death.

(Rev. 12:11)

It rained!

YAY!~

Doleful violin strings of zephyr, gracefully layed

clear sharp windwood sticks of bamboo, tranquilly played

Sparrows and pigeons hurriedly to shelter
 of foliages and leafages they flew

fluttering their feathers off the droplets,
even as they await The Creator this earth renew

Scarlet, gold, teal, green or blues,

splashing across the woods with elegant hues

Gushing waves driven along by the thunderous winds

across the roofs as they march, in the allergory of the desert sands

crystal pearls unto the rhythm - they fall - with glocken chime

in euphony as the chicks - to chirping melodies - along they rhyme

These two fellows are trying out their new umbrella. LOL. Jatuh lor.

 Eh hello boss. Tak pernah tengok payung kah? =p

(Jer 51:16) When He uttereth His voice, there is a multitude of waters in the heavens; and He causeth the vapours to ascend from the ends of the earth: He maketh lightnings with rain, and bringeth forth the wind out of His treasures.

Thank GOD! Got fresh air now! XD

Jer 4:23 "I beheld the earth, and, lo, it was without form, and void; and the heavens, and they had no light."

(Gen. 1:2b-3) "And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. And God said, Let there be light: and there was light."

(2Co 4:6) "For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ."

Without God, life is so dark, empty and miserable.

Feel sick.

"LORD, lift Thou up the Light of Thy Countenance upon us" (Psalm 4:6b)

Jeremiah 17:9 "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?"

"I the LORD search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings." Jeremiah 17:10

Unparallel in deceit,

Desperate in wickedness,

Who can possibly know?

Wise in own's conceit,

Sole and constant in sinfulness,

Who can duly grasp?

- horror hath taken hold upon me.

Moscow Metro Bomb Blast - 29th March 2010. 0800

Monday morning. Biochemistry class. Was preparing to go. Then heard the news. Took place at 2 stations respectively (both stations of which I take every week alternately to class), with the second happened half an hour after the first. I could have been there. Maybe I should have been there.

"For I am YEHOVAH, I change not; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed." Mal. 3:6

"It is of YEHOVAH's mercy that we are not consumed, because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning: Great is Thy faithfulness. YEHOVAH is my Portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in Him." Lamentations 3:22-24. 

Six days thou shalt labor, and do all thy work

Gen. 3:17b-19: "...cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life; Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt eat the herb of the field; In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return."

My heart is so wild and untamable. So difficult to still down and study hard. Grrr...

Jer. 31:18b "..Thou hast chastised me, and I was chastised, as a bullock unaccustomed to the yoke: turn Thou me, and I shall be turned; for Thou art the LORD my God."

v12 So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.
v13 Return, O LORD, how long? and let it repent Thee concerning Thy servants.
v14 O satisfy us early with Thy mercy; that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.
v15 Make us glad according to the days wherein Thou hast afflicted us, and the years wherein we have seen evil.
v16 Let Thy work appear unto Thy servants, and Thy Glory unto their children.
v17 And let the beauty of the LORD our God be upon us: and establish Thou the work of our hands upon us; yea, the work of our hands establish Thou it.
(- Psalm 90: A prayer of Moses the man of God)

"It is Written"

- the replies that our Lord gave to the Devil against every temptation.

- the counsel given to me before I came to Moscow to thwart off every malicious suggestions to sin, that saved me from so many pitfalls. Thank God.

- the urgent need for an inward conviction of the Holy Ghost bearing witness by and with the Word of God in our hearts to be fully persuaded and assured of Its infallible Truth and divine Authority. (From Westminster Confession of Faith 1646 edition)

(Psalm 17:4b) "by the Word of Thy lips I have kept me from the paths of the destroyer."

Aduh. Yo boss, polar bear macam mana boleh baca english lar?

(Psa 37:31) "The law of his God is in his heart;

none of his steps shall slide."

URGENCY - "flee from the wrath to come" (Mat. 3:7c)

1Thes. 5:2 "For yourselves know perfectly that the day of the Lord so cometh as a thief in the night.

v3 For when they shall say, Peace and safety; then sudden destruction cometh upon them, as travail upon a woman with child; and they shall not escape."

Luk 16:16 "The law and the prophets were until John: since that time the kingdom of God is preached, and every man presseth into it."

Not very funny if we are the chicken itself.

"Escape for thy life; look not behind thee, neither stay thou in all the plain; escape to the mountain, lest thou be consumed." (Gen. 19:17b)

Indebted.

I owe my life to God the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost, His servant and His people.

From henceforth let me never forget what kind of person I was, all God's afflictions and judgments on me, and every mercy Christ and His Church shown me. God help me - this treacherous and forgetful bastard!

(Deu 8:2) "And thou shalt remember all the way which the LORD thy God led thee these forty years in the wilderness, to humble thee, and to prove thee, to know what was in thine heart, whether thou wouldest keep his commandments, or no."
(Deu 5:15a) And remember that thou wast a servant in the land of Egypt, and that the LORD thy God brought thee out thence through a mighty hand and by a stretched out arm"

Jos 9:8a "And they said unto Joshua, We are thy servants."