"Take heed unto thyself, and unto the doctrine; and continue in them: for in doing this thou shalt both save thyself, and them that hear thee." (I Timothy 4:16)

Pastor's advice to me caused me to realize...

-I must not stop but continually: 1) meditate 2) take heed and practice 3) continue in the doctrines.

-To the end that I may "be bestowed with a good sense of the pastoral deductions and the experimental reality of the doctrines" (pastor).

I have lived day by day without awakening to spiritual realities and the power of the truth, despite all the intellectual learning. Like a zombie.

O God despise not the prayer of the destitute.
Pray God let the ministrations keep stacking up in my heart, to work contrition, repentance and faith. Amen.

"A rolling stone gathers no moss."